Hair looks the best it has since I done fucked it up. It doesn’t translate too well to this picture but hi anyway.

This looks like a really cool workshop. I like how real they all are and it’s so apparent when contrasted with their graphic novel counterparts. 

Additionally, this whole Dr. Sketchy alternative art school things looks pretty awesome. What a cool initiative.

Wow! There’s a Hobart branch. Also Melbourne J and T. 

Here’s my new diary by paperblanks from the co-op bookshop near uni. I really like their thoughtful and beautiful designs. Their paper is of a high quality, comes lined or blank and claims to have come from a sustainable forest. They often utilise magnetic snap fastenings and always have a bookmark or two. The only drawback to these creations is their weight. As someone who sees weight often linked inherently to value, I personally don’t mind but I chose this to a stay-at-home notebook with heft as a consideration. Their quality is reflected in the price which isn’t offset by membership at the co-op and this beauty with 144 pages, 18x23 cm was $29.95

Worth it. Did I mention that the writing on the front is Poe’s signature and an excerpt of his Tamerlane? Also it’s purple.

I’m thinking of changing my blogging style in order to develop as a writer. Before I   do, I’m going to post this jumble of ideas because Tumblr is good at ordering my thoughts and some of these points are interesting.

Considerations

- Audience. If I want to write for anyone other than myself, which I do, I will have to make this distinction by considering with much more depth than usual, my audience. On a side-note, perhaps this will develop my compassion and reduce my selfishness. See what I did there? Made it all about me.

- The worth of experience. Is it better to write about what I know? Audience again. The main thing is the objectives of my writing eh. What do I want out of it.

- What do I want out of my writing? 

- Which books should I buy specifically for improving my writing? 

- How will I separate the monkey chatter and swirling angst from my legit writing? Maybe a diary. Also a reading journal. Also a dream diary.

- How can I maximise my time in order to fit these consuming tasks into my life?  

The main things that take up a lot of time are

»>work

»>internet

»>eatingstupidmish

»>sleep

»>travel

Hmmm. Sleeping is the easiest thing to order. I think I’m going to attack biphasic with renewed vigour.

Work can’t be changed. My mornings with Meeko are extending my days in a really positive way. Maybe I have to grip doing meditation as soon as I awaken? When is the best time/how do I wake sufficiently myself at six?

Internet can be pared down. Have to meditate on the best way to regulate this.

Eatderp has to go.

Travelling can be good. I already read and walk at the same time. I guess it’s just a matter of having the right equipment on me at the right time. On this note, I need to build/make/repair a handbag. Design tomorrow. Need to use planner more. Have to think about what I need to carry as well as space efficiency and a good distribution of weight for my back. Maybe backpack convertibility.

Once biphasic sleeping is structured it ought not to be too difficult to build on the routine for things like making good food and writing every day.

So, tomorrow I need to be firm with Melodie about working hours (really though? What about the money? What do I value more, life or money? Life. Nice) Then buy planner, art diary, sewing notebook, ideas/reading journal and pencil case (unless incorporated in bag design). Sleep, design/research, write.

Don’t forget meditation and if there’s any spare time, bookclub necessities. Tipshopmish. 

Things I want to do with you (my future lover)

~ Biting. This one is a must must must. Can’t handle it? Can’t handle you.

~ Pegging. I just want to try it, maybe I won’t like it but I’ll never know until YOU LET ME. It’ll be good for you too baby. Promise.

~ Cutting and tasting blood. Little secrets that only we’ll know about. Trust. 

~ Bondage and discipline. No PVC, fluffy handcuffs, cheap whips or studded chokers. Please, let’s be tasteful, this isn’t the nineties.

~ Watersports. Again, never tried it but the spinning coin of intimacy/degradation I find very sexy. It’ll be with love.

Orgasm. Yeah, that’d be nice. I mean, I’ll try to get there in the meantime but it’d be nice if you were around when it happens. I like to think I’m as independent as the next woman but this is proving tricky. Truly, I’d be vastly grateful for your assistance.

So how about you? What do you want?

Life right now. Feeling rejected, mediocre and disappointed in myself. When am I going to be good enough for the things I want? Can’t get angry, requires a level of passion I can’t maintain right now. Fuck you, but not, it’s not your fault. Do I even care?

Mark Ronson and The Business Intl - Bang Bang Bang

This song and video will forever be associated with my good friend Smick and the euphoric anticipation at the beginning of my first shroom experience. That moment is precious beyond belief to me. I have begun my journey finally.

Mark Ronson feat. Phantom Planet covering Radiohead’s ‘Just’

Mark Ronson feat. Tiggers - Toxic

Just talked to my housemates about extending my lease. It seems like it’s a no-go. The one that I talk to the most makes me feel extremely uncomfortable. They seem to have someone lined up to come in when I leave. That’s fair enough. I said from the start that I only wanted a short lease. Pretty awkward though. I think I fucked up with these guys and it’s a good life lesson. I won’t be doing it again.

So in a month or so I’ll be looking for a new place. Ah well, did it once, can do it again.

ed. Yep, they’ve even asked me to move out before my lease is up so that their friend can come in. This is why I don’t live with people who can hurt me. I really do need to pick up my housemate game.

fuckyeahhistorycrushes:

Polaire, or Émilie Marie Bouchaud! A French actress, she had a 14” waist, first bobbed her hair in the 1890s, and had a nose piercing. She acted in plays and films. I’ve never been able to find one of her films, but some of her music is available online.

nirvikalpa:

aalisvolatpropriiss:baby-vegan:

There is absolutely no such fucking thing as “humane meat”. Do not try to justify what we know is wrong. Do the right thing.

Oh my fuck. No. There are few things that make me cry… Seeing the pain in suffering here, in this strong beautiful creature as it bleeds out for some selfish human to ingest… Breaks my heart.

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